No one hears my suffering screams of my futile existence

by Mondnacht

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1.	Nebelmeer 07:49	lyrics	buy track
Der Nebel steigt auf, wie ein Schleier der Nacht Ich kann kaum meine Hand vor Augen sehen Die Welt um mich herum verschwimmt Ich fühle mich wie in einem Traum gefangen Die Klänge der Nacht umgeben mich Die Stimmen flüstern in meinem Kopf Ich spüre, wie der Nebel mich umhüllt Und mich auf eine Reise mitnimmt Ich folge dem Pfad durch den Nebel Ich weiß nicht, wohin er führt Doch ich vertraue ihm und gehe weiter Denn ich weiß, dass am Ende etwas auf mich wartet
2.	Drag me down to suicide 10:56	lyrics	buy track
Oh, all these wounds that carved my skin over all this years The time is finally here where all my suffering can have an end I can already hear the voices of the abyss that are calling my name louder and louder And I beg to them Drag me down to suicide Please, drag me down to suicide Drag me down to suicide Drag me down to suicide
3.	Verdunkelung 08:00	lyrics	buy track
Die Zeit zersplittert in der Leere Eine leere Hülle, in der ich leid´ In meiner Seele eine tiefe Pein Umschlossen von der Taubheit, lass mich allein Azrael, er flüstert mir zu Vom Glück des Todes soll er mich befallen Meine Gedanken sollen ertrinken in Verzweiflung In diesem Abgrund, wo jede Hoffnung für mich verloren ist Die Schatten, sie umgeben mich endlich Mein Licht, es ertrinkt, verschwindet in der Finsternis Meine Seele schreit nach Erlösung Doch bin ich noch in diesem Leben gefangen Verdunkelung, mein Herz erstickt im Schwarz Das Leben quält mich bei Tag und Nacht Verdunkelung, meine Seele ist gefangen In diesem endlosen Gefängnis namens Leben
4.	Staring on the blank walls of my prison 09:08	lyrics	buy track
So I gaze into this endless void that was supposed to be my mind And thus these strange lights in the end of the tunnel are getting brighter and brighter All I am longing for is to take revenge on this bitch that fucked up the world of my inner emotions Everything I see is just black, emotionless, an endless void and a lack of empathy I stare on the blank walls of my prison where I am caught and that does not let me go Relieve me and recreate me in the metaphysical world where no suffering exists All I am is just a hollow shell, an empty vessel for my soul, a shadow of my old self I inject myself a lethal dose of a sweet potion that brings my death And the stench of death is in my nose as it was already for a long time My own grave I dig by myself and I open the coffin of my shallow tomb And as long as it is just a shallow hole, my suffering is to continue
5.	Die Stille, die im Tod liegt 08:13		buy track
6.	No one hears my suffering screams of my futile existence 09:41	lyrics	buy track
My obsession with my own death has become pathologically morbid I autopsy myself, ante-mortem, I cut open all that I want to see of my inside All that will be left of me is the sound of my suffering screams that gets carried away by the wind And I spill my own blood on the ground as I cut open my arms and scratch my chest Craving for salvation, making my soul leave this world and ascend to infinity Recreated as a glimpse of light in the starful night I watch the world to perish My cries, unheard My soul, unloved My wrath, unridled Die you fucking bastard! Scratching myself open, my blood spilling on the ground Crying, screaming, waiting until I bleed to death Dizziness is coming, I am passing out, lying unconscious All I wanted is finally here, my life is over, I´m finally dead

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released December 16, 2023

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Mondnacht Braunau Am Inn, Austria

"Mondnacht" started out as an Atmospheric Black Metal and Dark Ambient band. The first album "Natura ingens est" was released on April 18th 2023. The second album was released in december 2023. The third album of the band will be released in April 2024. The band now deals with themes such as Depression, Self-Hatred, Self-Harm, Hate, Nihilism, Insanity, Misanthropy and Suicide. ... more